Your friends seem to have a way of knowing when I need a “hey” and I will randomly get messages from them which I just adore xx

I used to post once a day . Sometimes talking to you and other times talking about you . I still talk to you everyday. Blow you a kiss as I walk past your wall and I smile when the vanilla scent sticks appear to smell a bit stronger as I feel that’s when you are around xx

You would be proud of me . I’ve lost 16 kilos ! Last year was about surviving the loss of you . This year I have tried to shift some of the grief into self improvement and even with Covid I have stuck to the goal and feel a lot better physically at least xx

18 mths since we said see yah later xx still expect you to walk through the door and we still have your work boots on the mat ( scattered like you always left them) xx

I’m tucked up at the shack this morning thinking about all the fun times we had here . So pleased we had many weekends enjoying this place with your friends . Xx

Hoping to be able to get back on track with Go Casual for Shelbi soon . Covid kind of handbraked us ; your Childcare workmates still wear the polos once a week but I’m hoping to get other childcare centres on board so that their students can also apply for grants ; Covid just wasn’t the right time to go to market xx

I promise I will try and post more frequently. Love you 100 xx